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Sessions & Pricing

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Single Session 

Ideal for those needing an anchor in a moment of intensity.

1 x 75 Minute Sessions

£120

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3-Session Bundle

For those moving through an active dark night and needing consistent guidance over a month.

3 x 75 Minute Sessions

£330

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6-Session Mentorship

A deeper commitment to inner transformation over 6–8 weeks.

6 x 75 Minute Sessions

£600

I hold a limited number of spaces for those in financial hardship. Please reach out if you feel called to this work but cannot meet the pricing above.

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THE ILLUMINATION PATHWAY

A 1:1 Guided Mentorship Designed For Those Who Are...

Moving through spiritual crisis or awakening.

Struggling with depression, despair, or suicidal thoughts.

Feeling lost, disoriented, or disconnected from meaning.

Longing for deeper connection with the Self — the “I AM” behind the suffering.

You may be walking through a time of deep inner upheaval—a dark night, where the ground beneath you feels uncertain, the world loses meaning, and even life itself can feel unbearable. This is not the end. This is the threshold. 

What You’ll Receive

Each session is tailored to meet you where you are. Together, we will walk through the terrain of your inner world—not to fix or escape it, but to illuminate the path within it. This is a safe, sacred space where your inner transformation is not pathologised—it is honoured into being.

 Sessions May Include

 

Deep listening & presence-based dialogue

Tools for navigating the dark night: shadow work, self-inquiry, inner child healing

Meditation & contemplative guidance (rooted in the I AM principle)

Integration support if you are working with plant medicine or psychedelics

Somatic or grounding practices for emotional stability

Space to simply be — no masks, no expectations

What Is The Dark Night of The Soul?

The term ‘Dark Night of The Soul’ originates from the writings of the Spanish mystic and poet St. John of the Cross. Sometimes spoken of as a ‘Spiritual Emergence’, it refers to a profound spiritual crisis, often marked by feelings of despair, emptiness, and a sense of spiritual desolation. These feelings can manifest as crippling anxiety, loss of identity, chronic depression and even suicidality. 

 

This personal event can be seen as a transformative process where the individual undergoes intense inner turmoil and emotional suffering, ultimately leading to a deeper understanding of themselves and their spirituality. Whilst this experience can lead to profound awakening and transformation, this is not always the case. Travelling these turbulent waters alone can often be impossibly challenging and frightening.

Traversing the dark night unaided or without personal tools, is like setting sail on the vast ocean without a compass or chart to navigate. If you are currently roaming the dark void of your psyche with no light in sight—I am here to offer you my service. With 12 years of experience navigating altered states of consciousness, and 5 years living in my own darkness, I provide my clients with direct and personal knowledge of the path home.

 

Together we will explore practical and alternative tools to initiate the first steps of returning to self. I openly offer all my knowledge and experience, as well as my personal teaching of the ‘I AM’ principle—providing a roadmap to guide you through the dark, and an anchor in the heart of the self—a path to guide you home to your innate wholeness.  If you are currently experiencing a spiritual emergence, unsure of where you are in the vast expanse of your consciousness—I am here to offer you a lifeline, a way back to Self.

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  • 8+ Years working with Plant Medicine

  • Certified Psychedelic Practicioner

  • Certified In Psychedelic Ethical Care

  • Ceremonial Facilitator

  • Meditation Mentor

My Story

During the later years of my spiritual evolution, I underwent a dark night of the soul, triggering a long and arduous journey of depression, suicidality and a complete loss of self. Those years of struggle would come to define who I am, offering a profound transformation of self and clarity of my mission. However, navigating the vast and empty void of suffering was beyond lonely and terrifying, leaving me unable to live a happy and meaningful life… I wish in those moments, I was more forthcoming in asking for help. When I finally found my peace, and the darkness left my life, I knew that it was my duty to and calling to support those stranded in the deep waters of fear.

You can read more about my story here...

What Is 'I Am Origin'?

I AM Origin (IAO) is s a living teaching—a universal principle that guides the seeker to the end of seeking. Rooted in profound spiritual insight and born from real-life transformation, IAO invites you to remember the truth of who you are beneath all conditioning: the pure, unchanging I AM. While meditation is one way this principle is experienced, IAO reaches far deeper—it’s a transmission, a recognition, and a reclaiming of our original essence. For those on a path of awakening, healing, or seeking purpose, IAO serves as a powerful entry point into inner mastery and soul remembrance. It’s not just something you listen to; it’s something you are.

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